Streams of Consciousness

While talking to Ethan on the phone yesterday, I replayed what I had done earlier in the day. I mentioned that I had spent an hour, or so, writing a four-page letter to Mark. Just thinking of it reminded me of how much effort it takes to write those letters, because they not only include details of our everyday lives, but my thoughts about those details are interspersed throughout.

Ethan then told me that those long letters were his favorite things to receive on his mission. He refers to them as "streams of consciousness", because they are basically my train of thought, for an hour, recorded on paper. He said that it felt like he was having a conversation with me when he read them.

I don't want to forget that phrase. Streams of consciousness.

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